FiSh Talk..

2008-08-20T00:23:00.002+08:00

coping can have 2 forms
emotion focused coping n problem focused coping.
problem focused coping is used when one has control and the means to overcome the problem or situation at hand..
emotion focused coping.. when one can't do anything but endure..

so what happens if your brain tells you there's no problem (hence no need for coping)..
but you FEEL otherwise?
since there's no problem.. then one can only rely on emotion focused coping?
rarr.. gotta get this off my mind..

need to psycho myself..

2008-08-06T09:02:00.003+08:00

the same thing has been revolving in my mind these few days.
tried putting myself into someone else's shoes. but its impossible to imagine how its like.
and.. me being me.. cannot simply ignore another's feelings..
and so... the curiousity grew and grew.. the question of "so what happened?" loomed at the back of my mind..

and then last nite..
idle chat on light hearted topics linked with deeper issues made me think about all these from a different perspective..
MY perspective..
it may sound self-centered..
but it is juz about protecting and cherishing what we have..
why be burdened by e actions of others?
i think it will be better to show them how things could be and should be..

and with that thought..
i let go of my curiousity and fear..
ready to once again embrace what i have..
=)

but maybe..
someday i'll ask the "so what happened?" question..
but for now.. other things are more important than that..

2008-06-09T10:16:00.003+08:00

Esplanade Presents: Auto Auto

Christian Von Richthofen

Germany

8 Jun 08, Sun, 8pm

Theatre

Went in with only the expectation of a smashed up car at the end..
Came out impressed and itchy handed!!
Was basically a 2 man 1 machine(e car) show.. So the 2 men sang, danced, "played" the car for 80 full mins!! Quite strenuous! Their sweat was dripping all over e car..
There was one part where one of them "played" e car like one would play a piano.. N he has seriously fast hands n fingers!! N he can continue that for very long..
N they have impressive voices~!
N when e audience shouted "encore encore"..
They responded.. Bring ur car backstage n we will do it! :D witty!

N before all tt..
sneaky stuff..
dinner @ carls junior..

Bit tired.. but time well spent..

2008-05-07T20:54:00.002+08:00

day one..

only day one! 13 more days..

2008-05-06T00:14:00.003+08:00

its amazing how so much can happen within a relatively short period of time..
n its sth i wld nv have thought of..

sometimes fate works in e most amazing ways..
n now its up to us to continue what fate has started..

We will get to the end of e journey..i have faith..

2008-04-06T12:59:00.001+08:00

What a Difference A Day Makes

What a difference a day made

Twenty-four little hours

Brought the sun and the flowers

Where there used to be rain

My yesterday was blue, dear

Today Im part of you, dear

My lonely nights are through, dear

Since you said you were mine

What a difference a day makes

Theres a rainbow before me

Skies above cant be stormy

Since that moment of bliss,

that thrilling kiss

Its heaven when you find romance on your menu

What a difference a day made

And the difference is you

2008-03-16T18:49:00.002+08:00

Friday: 14 Mar
GREEK MASTERPIECES FRM THE LOUVRE!
Quite an interesting exhibition. The way marble "drapery" can come to life is remarkable! Really looks cloth-like. Female statues have masculine faces. Most statues were robbed of their noses! Women in ancient greece were minors! how sad.. Theres even one section in the exhibit where u can try to dress like the greeks, drapery and instructions provided. And there were some daring artists who sat by the sculptures, sketching away..

Had a peek into the new Lasalle Sia campus.. like whoa! indoor "grass patch" for students to sit n chat etc.. if only NUS were as such..

Today: Sunday 16 Mar
Kayaking! Lucky it did not rain. Relearnt how to move sideways.. I'm supposed to have learnt it but i have no recollection? Getting old i guess..(oh no!). Sadly now part of kallang river has been cordoned off.. But still can see the bridge. And waved at some cute lil kid on the bridge! :)

ok.. now back to studying!

2008-03-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

they say when it comes to knowledge about certain stuff less is more...

me n my itchy fingers and bottomless curiosity..
apprehension?
lets wait n see..

2008-03-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

staring at e clouds illuminated by the setting sun..
its a.. peaceful, blissful feeling..
Especially after many days of rain..
Its like a hope, for tomorrow..
And also to cherish what is left of today..

watched The Leap Years. :)
inspiring.. i would say.
how someone loved, lost, and found love again..
It teaches that choice, not chance, determines your destiny..
so.. brace yourself.. and take the leap!
Don't dwell on the "it could have been"s..

2008-03-01T23:57:00.002+08:00

its been a long long long long time!
but i'm back..
Busy mid term break!
Last fri career fair
Sat kayaking :)
Sunday walk frm orchard to bugis
Monday LOG saikang..(haha)
Tues Study
Wed Study
Thur N.A. outing!
Fri Study
Now.. study too!!!
March is more like mugging month..

2007-09-23T19:45:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Kayaking expedition!
Tired.. But it was fun! The kayaking part was okay, but it was the company that was superb!
:)
Aiya.. tired to type more..
maybe type more when i've gotten some sleep.. ha

2007-09-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

Anyone who assesses you or your relationship as disposable is not worthy of your time or tears.

how true.

2007-09-01T11:22:00.000+08:00

You Need Some Purple in Your Life

Purple will make you feel ambitious, independent, and creative.
And with a little purple, you will project an aura of individuality.
If you want more extravagance, you've got to get a little purple in your life!

For extra punch: Combine purple with green or orange

The downside of purple: It can evoke sad feelings

The consequences of more purple in your life:

You will feel an increase in your artistic abilities
You will find balance in the most chaotic parts of your life
You will feel calm and will be hard to disturb

What Color Do You Need?

2007-08-28T19:05:00.000+08:00

2007-08-13T12:44:00.000+08:00

woah...
dead tired!!!!!
:)

2007-08-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

me n drey are the blokus queenS!!! how did a team made up of a pharmacist n psychologist win the engineers and mathematicians!

ha.. mind cafe was fun.. laugh till cheek cramp liao.. dinner at indonesian riverside restaurant..
woohoo!! damn full.. huiqi finally joined us..

Aft dinner.. stroll along singapore river.. while a few decided to go home.. e rest of us sat down by the river side to chill..

and then.. most unexpectedly..

fireworks burst into the sky..
truly amazing..
feels really comfortable.. relaxing by e river..
the gentle breeze.. talking to e girls abt e comm.. e gossips..

i'm tired but happy..
=)

2007-08-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

drew this before retreat.. just post it up here for fun..

Retreat.. certain things i feel strongly about.. certain things i just listen and nod.. certain things i can learn from the rest.. certain things than could have been done better.. So this work year has finally(sort of) ended. Good learning experience. Great pple to work with. We may have our differences but we can still work things out.. And of course! LOG CELL ROCKS! We don't care about goals missions etc. we prefer to "just do it!"..

But.. we had fun gg ktv! e guys must be thinking that we girls are mad la! screaming, holding hands n waving them in e air! n huiqi got hooked on wu yue tian's tian shi too!!!!!

now.. tired.. abit high.. abit sleepy.. abit hopeful.. abit looking forward.. yet abit afraid..

maybe quite afraid..

2007-08-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

i should just heck care..
i will..

2007-08-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

Out of the boiling water and into the fire..

2007-07-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

instead of stepping into e scenery..
why not step back and admire e magic frm afar..

hopefully it really is magical. :)

2007-07-27T10:06:00.000+08:00

to take a step forward?
or step backward?

but i think i shall just stay put and see what happens..

2007-07-25T19:20:00.000+08:00

BOO! as promised (to some ah pek)

here is my update on ubin trip!

Met zhiru wantian & jude at tanah merah at 10. YC was late! According to zhiru tts nothing new.. haha..

After having a very early lunch (at 11.30am) at changi village we board the bumboat to ubin!!

Cut to the chase.. we got our bikes and set off to chek jawa..first time i've been there.. i think they renovated it! see for yourself!

this is chek jawa! altough u can see none of the cool things cos it's high tide.. maybe we shall come back another day during low tide!

the terrain in ubin is crazy! you go up slope down slope up slope down slope.. mud rocks everything!! even rambutan! lucky none of us got injured though we did crash into one another.. though gg downslope gives u an adrenaline rush! and free aircon.. haha.. oh ya.. the bikes were quite lousy! i had a hard time gg upslope cos my gear wouldn't change! v hard to paddle.. oh and we went up this treetop tower thing.. gives u a 360 deg view around.. quite cool! and mosquito free..and also a gd place to end ur life.. according to wantian..

oooh.. we came by this very nice little house! got sign say it's built in 1930s.. tudor style house.. tried taking pictures there.. i would want to live there! quaint & peaceful..

next off to maman beach i think.. if i didn't remember wrongly it was a dirt road! quite fun.. and rocy.. nearly tumbled down one slope.. luckily i just let go of my bike.. ha.. maman beach quite nice! quite emo.. good for sitting there and contemplating..

nice view right.. if only u can see the tower of stuff the camera is sitting on.. aft tt we rode a rd then it's time to go already..back to singapore.. so summary.. the day is full of.. slopes, suan-ing, laming, and fun!

2007-07-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

not again!??
sigh..

2007-07-23T10:06:00.000+08:00

a while back.. I came across this show.. whereby a woman who has just lost her husband learns to cope with life without her other half. Being a stay-at-home mom, she is constantly reminded of her husband, who spent alot of his last days at home. It got up to a point where she could barely stand being in the house. Then, the producers of the show decided to get an interior designer to re-decorate her house, to help her get through it. You might think that they would change the entire look of the house.. But no.. the designer brought in warm inviting tones of earthy yellow and beige..used soft lighting.. and most importantly, removed memories of her husband from the focal points in the space.. but yet placed them in intimate corners where they can still be looked at from time to time..

to help her remember her husband, the designer made a special "painting" that is used as the focal point for the living room. It was a simple white feather in the middle of a large frame. It represents the fragile nature of life.

Coincidentally, the designer had lost his best friend to the chaos in iraq. His friend, a photo journalist, was there to document the situation there.. Before the friend left for iraq, he gave the designer a framed picture of a lone cactus. It now hangs above the fireplace in the designer's home.. that is his "feather"

now.. what's yours?

2007-07-20T09:48:00.000+08:00

love is a contradiction....

2007-07-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

花落人断肠我心事静静躺

2007-07-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

i just discovered sth!!
i'll be damned if someone remembers what i said a long time ago..
haha.. i better hope and pray tt it doesn't happen..
probably won't anyway..
heh..
talk about fate..
who would have thought..
it's a seriously small ocean out there..

2007-07-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

new skin!!
:)

2007-07-16T14:04:00.001+08:00

this is buzz!!!!

2007-07-16T13:49:00.000+08:00

i just realize..
SCH IS NEAR!!!!
still so much in holiday mood..
some major things to be done before sch starts..

- RACE 5!
- pack my room (hur hur.. major work needed here)
- OAC BBQ! (i have to settle the pple and the food!)
- Matric fair booth..
- capture OAC videos..haha..funny stuff..

then is sch! oh ya lets not forget bidding.. hopefully can do a 3 day wk again..

look forward to BBQ! Can't wait to see Buzz again..

2007-07-02T18:58:00.000+08:00

OAC '07

Progression dehors...

Team BuZz

lots of fun laughter & joy..

not to forget lame stuff

and blur stuff..

memories will forever be in my mind..

closing yet another chapter in life..

2007-06-25T11:06:00.000+08:00

true distance lies not in the eyes, but in the heart & mind..

Busy busy busy..

Days are flying past..

4 day showdown is set to begin..

Many stuff to settle before tt..

I hope i survive..

2007-06-10T14:43:00.000+08:00

me & my wishful thinking...
now..
it's really over.

2007-06-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

kayaking expedition came & went..

had a nice time..

kind of make me want to "drive" bumboat for living..

2007-05-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

new skin...
:)

horseback riding was fun! the pple were nice..

2007-04-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

天使
你就是我的天使
保护著我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤
你就是我的天使
给我快乐的天使
甚至我学会了飞翔

飞过人间的无常
才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎黱样
只要有你就会是天堂

像孩子依赖著肩膀
像眼泪依赖著脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖
给我力量
像诗人依赖著月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使
你是天使
你是我最初
和最后的天堂

where's my 天使?

2007-04-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

long time no update! so now finally theres one..
been thinking quite alot these few days..
amid all the term papers reports & stuff..
some spun off from other pple's probs..
people don't change.. even if they try to.. they can't change.. because they are what they are.. and i guess in love and relationships.. it is meaningless to change who you are just to accomodate the one you love.. cos it will not work..unless it's something real bad..you should just stick to who you are.. find someone who thinks you are perfect for him/her, just the way you are..
and lastly..
leave no regrets..
the things you let go.. the things you could have done.. could have said..
the things you would do differently if only you could turn back time..
it could have been..

2007-02-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

Paint My Love - Michael Learns to Rock

From my youngest years
till this moment here
I've never seen
such a lovely queen

From the skies above
to the deepest love
I've never felt
crazy like this before

Chorus:
Paint my love
you should paint my love
it's the picture of a thousand sunsets
it's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

Been around the world
then I met you girl
It's like comming home
to a place I've known

Chorus:
Paint my love
you should paint my love
it's the picture of a thousand sunsets
it's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

Since you came into my life
the days before all fade to black and white
Since you came into my life
Everything has changed

----------------------------------------
nice song.. :)

2007-02-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

RANDOM POST! But not exactly random..juz want to.. rant..
I'm desperate for desperate. I'm feeling grey for grey's..
In other words..I WANT TV!!

Today..
today is an impt day.. impt not in the big sense.. but in a weird sense..
Today i feel weird.. Cos at some point today.. for no particular reason..I start to think..WHY AM I STUDYING HARD!? Why am i diligently reading e chaps before e lects.. Why am i doing so much to get the satisfaction of getting a gd grade when i can get the same from completing an artwork?

Maybe this has to do with the fact tt i'm sick.. So i'm thinking random thoughts..
But still.. Is it worth slogging for a 2nd upper class honours?

Okay..time to stop thinking.. At least for today.. i need sleep!! I need to kick that flu's butt..

2007-01-14T11:11:00.000+08:00

you make me happy.
:)!!!

2006-11-29T10:00:00.000+08:00

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2006-11-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling a little sad.. yet alittle touched..
And it's all cos of TV!!! makes no sense rite? but actually it does..
I'm lazy to type the whole thing..so i'll jus say whats so nice abt today's epi!
The girl complains that her husband was cowardly and was too afraid to help when they were held hostage, when actually he disguised himself as this hero and saved the girl from getting injured. He got himself injured! And at night as he lay injured in bed, the girl looked out the window and wondered where the hero who saved her was. And the poor husband got jealous with his alter ego!
AHH SO SAD!! BUT SWEET!!
i'm all jittery again..

2006-11-03T00:44:00.000+08:00

for once..
i'm going to swear here..
Kind of swear..
--------------------------------
I AM NO ****ING SAINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO VENT!!
ROAR!
hrm.. guess this is the most appropriate outlet?
not the most ideal.. but.. the most..convenient i guess..
No one can survive on a diet of hope?
I don't think thats true..
With hope comes expectation..
When the expectation is not met..
disappointment comes as free gift..
well? hope or not?
what if it isn't a hope in the first place..
well.. juz..heck care..
I need some TV therapy..

2006-10-17T20:23:00.000+08:00

Hey world..
Have an idea for a new blogskin design..
kind of dun have time to do it now..
ha.. soon..
i promise..
:)

2006-10-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

i'm tired.. sweaty..sleepy.. not happy tt my essay is not yet done..
not happy bout sth else..
and now..
unhappiness multiplied..
well done world..

2006-10-05T19:37:00.000+08:00

i'm back again.. after a fairly long hiatus..
Now its roughly mid sem.. mid sem break was a BLAST!!
Datuk comm trip..it was tiring! and yummylicious!! Had pancakes and porridge for breakfast!
Wash up aft trip..it was wet!!!!(duh..)
and settlers cafe with some of them! (anyone knows how to act as a spring roll?)
up and coming activity: Discover. Dash. DonE!!!! Race ard sentosa! hope it'll be a success..
oh ya.. i was supposed to continue from the Adventure race right..
Hrm.. lets see..aft that.. helped out for RACE 4!! it was abit like the amazing race.. While waiting for the teams to arrive at prawn fishing, we put the rods to good use! once u get the hang of it, it's actually quite easy..
Overall, helping out was fun!! juz that waiting for the teams to arrive was super sian!! cos they are so sloW! ha.. hope to join in next year or something..

On another note..
been submerging myself in nice music..
Current favourite: Zhi zu by Wu yue tian :)

2006-08-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!!! WITH A VENGENCE!! (yea rite..)
haha.. sch has started.. quite slack..
tutorials are yet to start.
Holidays over.. i'm here to update more about adventure raCE!!!
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23rd July 2006
Starting point was at salvation army in bukit timah, where we spent the night before the race. Cos the race starts at 6.30 in the morning!!!
crazy la.. but anyway.. we "checked in" and then exploring the vincinty.
then we found RAILWAY MALL! which has a nice Cold Storage which turned Me, cher and haoting (20 yr olds) into kids.. A girls team joining under 18 cat were thinking.."hey i think WE are the ones under 18!!"
so ANYWAY..the race proper!!
So while it was dark and most of singapore was still sound asleep, we have already found ourselves deep in the jungle..down we go into a big drain, roots of trees and other creeper plants hang above our heads.. at some point, the drain was filled with water. up to our knees..so we all got down n dirty! not to mention wet..
finally we emerge from the drain! but missed the 2nd checkpoint, made a detour back..
then got to the biking segment!
Off we go to bukit batok nature park! searched for some clues and made our way back!
next segment is where one bikes and two run!
so when we reached the deeper parts of bukit timah hill, we scaled the mountain! via the muddy paths..reached a cliff..descended down..using some ropes that were in place already..
and then stumbled upon a shocking discovery..
WE WERE IN THE LEAD!!!
even though we had missed the 2nd checkpoint and were delayed by a bike problem..
haha amazing!! so in the end.. WE WON!!
prize presentation was in the evening at toa payoh sports hall..where there are band performances, muscle man performances and a cute little thai boy who is a future soccer star!! and we went home with a 40% off new balance voucher! and a t shirt!
i wanna join again next year.. haha..
okay kinda tired.. stay tuned for updates on NUS ODAC's RACE 4!!!!which i didn't manage to join but helped out..

2006-07-02T14:12:00.000+08:00

OH! its been a long long long long time..ha..
well..been slacking..
i can finally be a road bully!!!!
wahahaha..but i still prefer manual..
aniwae..
happenings..
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17th JUNE. CLASS OUTING!
ha class outing..dinner at simpang bedok
what a spread man!
we had paper prata, roti john, satay, cheese n mushroom prata etc etc etc.
it only cost us 4 bucks each..
and then we started playing games with our notes..
can u find an old man in any singapore dollar note?
how many "2"s can u find in a 2 dollar?
ha i think the pple at the other tables thought we were crazy..
banu was sharing her funny little stories about weird people with us..
heh well i've gotten sian of updating again!!!

Details of ADVENTURE RACE coming soon!

2006-05-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

BATU CAVES 20-23 may 2006
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The people:ht, fran, char, june, candice, lianguo, june, yihan, yanping and charles.

Day one:
Gathered at Kranji MRT at 10pm.
Got on bus 170..headed for woodlands checkpoint..
on and off the bus as we cleared customs and finally landed ourselves in JB!
next.. bus ride frm larkin terminal to KL!!
ZzzZZzzZz..in e nice comfy seat..
Arrived in KL at abt 5 am. Breakfast at a coffee shop.
PRATAS! yummy.. got quite stunned by the guy chopping away at the prata..
After breakfast, its off to the LRT to Putra terminal..
There, got picked up by a van.. and we're off to our chalet!
not exactly a chalet but they provide a package tour for adventurers!
Got there, settled down, and off we are for our first adventure..
Trekking through the terrain and the forest on the outside of the cave..
And that is one good exercise..
all of us sweat like mad..
one thing scary abt it.. the mosquitoes!!! they swarm all around you..
so up down up down we trek..some areas are quite steep and overlook the buildings below..
and finally.. we reach the hole we're supposed to do our abseiling..
equipment set up.. us briefed.. and one by one.. we go down.. deep down into the cave..
the path was SO UNEXPECTED!
its not your usual abseiling from the artificial rock wall..
the hole was small on top..and it opened into a large area inside the cave..
and the path was super uneven..
the top was relatively even.. but as you descend the terrain gets more erratic.
so there are parts where u have to lower yourself without feel sth stable at your feet.. to make things worse.. the cave is dark so for most of the journey down u can't see where you are stepping..
on top of that..
YOU ABSEIL ALONE!..
so basically if you're stuck no one can reach u and help you..can only guide you..
got a few scratches here and there..otherwise okay!
as we sat in e cave watching the people descend.. we keep shining the torch on the roof of the cave at the batS..there were alot of them! lucky they didn't attack us..
After that..off to the waterfall!!
our guide took us to "his" waterfall..
we had to trek another short while further upstream to the place..
it was nice! the water was super cold..refreshing!
sat on a rock and let the thousands of tiny water droplets rain on us..
calming effect! can meditate there..
Aft tt.. cleaned up went back to chalet then walked to giant for dinner!
had chicken rice.. not bad.. and shopped ard in GIANT!
its really Gigantic..has everything you need..
then we crammed into this shop and started wow-ing at the letter pads!!
cheap and nice!! i bought four packs..haha..
headed back..washed up..and SLP TIME!
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BATU CAVES DAY 2
Rise n shine to the beautiful scenery outside!!
monkeys on the zinc roof below, rows of shophouses and a mountain as backdrop...
time go get ready for climbing!
haoting was still good! though she keep claiming she lan diao already..
it was fun sitting on e mat, talking about what to do later.. encouraging those on e wall..
Hard to put the feeling in words..
i belayed charles! and i nearly flew..
and he was so fast i had to keep taking in the rope!
stopped climbing at abt 2..
went back washed up..
headed for KLCC!!
IT WAS HUGE! so huge tt haoting n i didn't know where to begin.. fran n char went for lunch first.. tt was after we bought tix for da vinci code at 6.50..
Isetan has 5 storeys! and we keep wow-ing at everything in the supermarket area..
and thats where the curse of KLCC starts! we step into isetan and haoting said sth smells nice! soon we saw a popcorn machine n she said sth like "on no wonder i hear e popcorn juz now"....n i start laughing..then later at a bread shop.. i said sth like "i can hear e breaD"..
walked around more n soon it was time for e movie!
we went up there.. n they say got technical problem!! so angry! got a refund..
went into kinokuniya..it has an automated book search system that prints out details of the book u searched for! very useful..
browse all e bookS.. bought one! ha..and some poker cards..
went down to the fountain area to take photos and sit around..
very nice! i think the petronas look nicest at night..
time's running late.. so went to buy cinnabons and met up with the rest..
headed for chinatown.. which has nothing much if you're not interested in t shirts, sports shoes, bags, watches and wallets.
Found a shop at a corner selling chinese pasties and stuff.. bought some pineapple pastries that was not bad! it had many other kinds of pastries with diff fillings too..went back to gather at mac..
Soon, its time to head for the bus terminal..
bus ride was far from good...
IT WAS FREEZING!! we were wearing long pants, a tshirt and a jacket..
but it was still not enough.. i couldn't even sleep..
arrived at larkin.. so happy to get off the bus..
took another bus that goes to bugis aft clearing customs..
and soon.. its time to part! n me n fran took 12 home..
end of all the fun~ :(
more fun next time!!

2006-05-23T14:58:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!!!
HELLO WORLD!!
Okay.. seems like i din really blog about what happened aft exams..
so here goes!

5th may FridaY!
KBOX WITH 30/03 at cine..
highest turnout rate by the girls..
only joanna, jan, nuriahtu and vanessa did not come!
the room was so full!!
we sang and jumped ard on the sofa..
then we went to take neoprints!
the machine v fun!
i had to leave for ANOTHER k box session at tamp wif my psychmates..
i'm nuts!!! sang a very cute song by jordan chan..
the MV super cute..

next up..
bikinG! 7th May
wif ht fran n jass!
got super burnt..
we saved a fish at bedok jetty!
it was on the ground when we got there..
we tot it was dead.. but den it started jumping ard..
then hao poured some water on it..
and we decided to throw it back into the water..
miraculously..
it swam away once it hit e water!!!
haa.. so amazing..

Next up..
dinner with NA gals..
not exactly dinner la..
went to job agency wif mitch n sc..
lunch was rockery hotdog bun!
its nice!
cos the bread is hot n soft.
Hunted ard for my bdae present!
nice unique black bag..thanks girls!!!!
played arcade.. pool and walked ard..
dinner at lerk thai~!! egg finally came..
nice! though nothing compared to what u get in thailand..
had tom yam soup
nice but not sour enough! ha..
olive rice was nice! very aromatic..
Beef noodle.. nice n sweet..
phad thai.. quite okay..
had dessert too.. tapioca and glutinous rice + mango..
abt 10 bucks per person..
not bad deal!

okay more later.. tired..

2006-05-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

curiosity kills the fish..
seriously..
i yearn to understand and know more..
but the truth is usually ugly..
sometimes not ugly..
but disappointing..
......
score one for the fisherman...
.
whats more..
thinking too much kills the fish too..
thinking so much and not getting any answer..
any hint..
or even worse..
mixed signals..
taking a toll on my limited brain size..
............
Score another for the fisherman..
.....
is it the fisherman or is it just me?

2006-04-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

RoAR!!!!!!
hmph...
four n counting..

2006-04-17T15:13:00.000+08:00

Elie Saab
Nate Berkus
Designer Guys
Debbie Travis
Jamie Oliver
Jeff Corwin
Maksim
Ferran Adria

woot!

2006-04-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

LUckY 7Seven Things To Do Before I Die:

1. find the OnE! (ha sorry neo..not u..)
2. Be a designer.. (fashion, interior, graphic..any will do)
3. Learn e art of cooking..
4. TouR e WORLD!
5. Learn to play e flute or saxaphone
6. Design my own hse..
7. swim with dolphins..

Seven Things I Cannot Do:
1. sleep while standing
2. touch my nose with my tongue
3. Eat like a pig..
4. ace at physics/chem
5. be coldhearted..
6. not use comp for 24 hrs
7. Moonwalk (but I'm okay with that)

Seven Things I Say Most Often:
1. huh?
2. wad!?
3. walau!!
4. no comments..
5. omg!
6. wink wink (i say tt out!)
7. eeehhhhh!!!!!!

Seven Books I Love:
1. The secret garden
2. A walk to remember
3. The rescue
4. Message in a bottle
5. This place has no atmosphere
6. The apprentice
7. Charlie and the Chocolate factory

Seven Movies/DVD's That I Watch Over and Over Again:
1. A walk to remember
2. The Matrix
3. Forrest Gump
4. Meet Joe Black
5. Remember the titans
6. The patriot
7. Moulin Rouge

2006-04-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

i realise i do like to blog..
even though i dun blog alot..
but when i look back..
all e emotions come rushing back..
I do like to look back at chat logs too..
I laugh..giggle..cry..feel sad..get angry..
They are like my footsteps..
chapters of my life..
keeping track of the little stuff that happen..
the people that enter n exit..
Whatever i felt back then.. i seem to be able to feel it now too..
even though some parts make me sad.. I still enjoy looking back..
weird little me huh..
juz looked through some chat logs..
some downright funny..
Some super lame and full of rubbish..
some serious..
some make me feel indignant..
some made me feel that i'm super not independent when it comes decision making..
some make me think of how stupid i once was..
some make me thankful that u exist in my life..
....people come and go..what's important is to cherish them while they are here..and let go when it is time...

2006-04-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!
it has been a seriously hectic week..
ups downs lefts rights..
with devt psych test to study (all topics covered *faint*)
and philo paper to hand in..
amidst all these..
still can find time to go out..
still have to waste time trying to go back to slp..

but aniwae..
I'M VERY HAPPY TODAY!
cos i love my psych peeps!
they make me forget unhappy/distressful things..
haha
i pity zhengwei..
keep getting picked on!
but then.. too bad.. the rest of us Girl PoWer!
devt psych test..
i think i got 32/45
know why? immediately aft the lecturer collected the scripts..
he said "okay now lets look at the answers"
we: "huh!???!"
haha..win..
Dinner with FRan! bday girl tml.
fun! talked about random stuff..
i asked her..
which one is worse.
1) U like a guy but he doesn't give u any reaction/clue/hint..
2) U like a guy but he gives u mixed reactions..

What would u choose?

2006-04-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

u drive me nuts..
but u dun realise u can drive..do u?
e excitement..
e anticipation..
den e confusion..
i guess u're too complex..
to unfanthomable..
i half wish some things didn't happen..
i should go to e mountain in cheju island..

2006-03-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

hA!! i'm here AGAIN!
first things first.. yest morning.. 5.30 am..
got woken up by a mosquito buzzing at my ear..
on e lights to catch it..
den i hear stuff at e carpark below my blk..
took a look..
abt 2 guys 3 girls ah.. dunno arguing wad la..
one of e guy say "WHY NV ANS MY CALL!"
e girl dunno mumble wad.. den say sth like she gonna run away frm him la..
e girl run..e guy chase
girl slip n fell..den dey to into a tussle
den another girl was saying "bu yao da le!"
scary sia.. n den i panic.
And i shouted frm 9th floor..
"ZAI DA WO JIU BAO JING!"
okay so tt explains my "FEIRCE" nick..
haha

oh yea.. yest.. went to sppt CHER at BOULDERACTIVE!!
damn exciting!
e routes were difficult lor! especially the mens open category..
lotsa technique and strength involved..
think it attracted quite alot of onlookers!!
n e deejay..adrian.. was CRAP!
haha but funny la..maybe he was damn bored..

AND YAY! i cleared my room!
gotta prepare to study liao.. haha..
okay.. the studying is starting!
toodles..

2006-03-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

YAY! i feel satisfied!
aiya dun xiang wai!
FINALLY.. AFT SO LONG!!
I HAVE A NEW SKIN!!!
haa..
blogskin la..case you're wondering..
life's hectic..
darn i just used 3 hrs of my time doing dis skin..
when i'm supposed to be studying!
okay i better go start..haha..
toOdlES!!

p.s. i dun long to be those kinds of stars in e media.
Eeks! *pui*

2006-03-13T10:14:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy..
tired..
sick.. flu+++
kinda tired of sch.
tired of life..
awaiting..
my guitar.
holidays..

thanks cher n zt for e surprise..ha..
toodles..

2006-02-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

wa...DARN long nv update..
holidays..
like not holidays..
everyday busy with work..
term paper.. social work visits..
Devt Psych paper really drove me NUTS!!!
hrm..
i guess i'm getting lazy to update..
nothing much happening also..
tml my house will have a new digital piano..
yay we can play duet on two pianos!
my house is gonna be so noisy..
WHERE IS MY GUITAR MR ONG!?
and your pouch is sitting in my room collecting dust..
grrr...
These few weeks kinda lame..
lame chats..
wahahaha..

2006-02-08T09:00:00.000+08:00

woah.. vvvv long nv update..
last sun went cher's hse..
her dog tessi very CUTE!
but keep nibbling at stuff..
and trying to eat tissue paper..
ha.. hungry little dog..
played cluedo!!
the 2nd game ryan me n jass know whats gg on..
then cher n cui cui blur..
aiya.. lazy to type somemore..
haha.. type when i feel like it la.. ha..

2006-01-31T10:00:00.000+08:00

haha HAPPY CNY!!!
super long nv blog..
yest squad outing..
as usual.. mr YXK never turn up..
i betted my finger on tt..
haha.. but nonetheless..
ate billy bombers..
hmm..dun really like the mixed grill..
except for the sausage!
the milkshake is nice!but they didn't have banana..=(
ha.. my cousin tried to play match maker sia..
tsk tsk tsk.. he needs to hone his skills la.. CMI..
n i got a ride in my other cousin's car!!!!!!
its called a land rover but it looks more like a geep..
super tall.. like the kind u see on e desert or in the savannah..
fun.. but nearly fell out the window.. ha..
n now.. time to study..boo hoo..

2006-01-22T14:24:00.000+08:00

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.

You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.

Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.

You connect best with: Earth

Avoid: Fire

You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

What Element Is Your Love?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating

You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.
You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines.

You should major in:

Marketing
Psychology
Desgin
Cognitive Science
Economics
Photography

What Should You Major In?

Your Birthdate: March 7

You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy.
And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you.
Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights.
You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!

Your strength: Your self sufficiency

Your weakness: You despise authority

Your power color: Maroon

Your power symbol: Hammer

Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest:

You energize yourself and push others to suceed.

At Your Lowest:

You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.

In Love:

You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.

How You're Attractive:

Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.

Your Eternal Question:

"What is my next source of inspiration?"

What's Your Power Color?

haaa.... bored..

2006-01-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

oh.. realised my posts are getting infrequent..
haa.. too bad..
sch has started.. new year is coming..
n...
I LOVE PROJECT RUNWAY!!
well i guess theres lotsa things i want to do in 2006..
gotta spend less time wasting ard doing pointless things..
example.. tv.. chat online.. or phone..
jiayoU!
i await my guitar..

2006-01-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

long time nv update..
sch's started.. quite okay la..
squeeze everything into 3 day week again..
yay..
other stuff..
guess some stuff juz doesn't turn out the way u wanted?
or sth u thought was gd turn out not the right way?
heh..disappointment?
too shy i guess..
boo hoo..
aiya..
you yuan wu fen?
i hope not..

2006-01-08T11:11:00.000+08:00

You scored as Art. You should be an Art major! How bohemian!

Art

92%

Dance

92%

Theater

83%

Journalism

83%

Sociology

75%

Philosophy

67%

English

67%

Anthropology

67%

Linguistics

58%

Mathematics

58%

Psychology

50%

Engineering

42%

Biology

42%

Chemistry

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
created with QuizFarm.com

i should change course~!!! hahaa

2006-01-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

woah.. kinda long nv post already
okok.. 2nd jan..
mitch n SC still abit itchy handed..
so 2pm my hse to play.. haha
mitch got here at 2.30..
the rest arrived frm meeting at 7!!
i wanna jump man.. haha
but still quite fun la.. watched meet joe black again..
towards 10.30 we started accelerating out speed of throwing tiles..
cos NTU reopens the nxt day..
i like accelerated game!!
the nxt few days.. bidding..
cleaning the kitchen..
not much la..
okay gotta go decorate a notebook..cya!

2006-01-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

2005 through the looking glass..

ups
downs
ins
outs
lost some..
found some..
lotsa things happened..
too much to talk bout down here..
in my mind they will be..
but i remain positive..
2006 will be a better year..
may fate perform it's magic on me this year like what it did in 2005..
may it knock on the doors of pple ard me too..
i will nv forget 2005..

2006-01-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

well well.. its already 2006!!
now what did i do on the last day of 2005?
haha..lets see..
the day was filled with squadmates..
fun bunch of pple..
started with lunch.. then bowling..
my virgin attempt at bowling..
before tt no one had succeeded in making me bowl..
beginnners luck i would say.. not too bad.. haha
next up pool..
decided that one new thing a day is enough..
then dinner.. sakae.. saw peiren..
pumpkin tempura is WEIRD..
decided to go mitchelle's hse to countdown..
pass by xk's hse..
tried to figure out which unit is his..
gave up in the end..
mahjong at her hse..I NEARLY GOT shi san yao!!
juz lack one bai ban!!!!! and the only two baiban not thrown out yet was with tt @$#(*^% TAY CHEE WEE!!!! (juz joking..)
haha
so gek.. mitchelle was v gek in the nxt round..
quite fun la..
then played uno stacko!!
someone keep reversing but in the end i reverse back..
haha
can't sabo me at all!!
oh well.. didn't countdown in the end.. got home before 12..
fun day.. amusing..
yawnz.. signing out..

2005-12-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

oh my god..
today turned out to be a gd day..
i decided to go swim..
but as soon as i started walking out of my house..
it RAINED!!
showering..quite heavy..
luckily it reduced to a drizzle by the time i reached bedok..
wanna guess how much i swam??
100 LAPS!!!!!!
translation: 5 K!!
5000 Metres!!
now i'm dead beat..
ZZzzz

2005-12-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

darn.. tml is the start of bidding..
i'm bored to tears at home..
sian sian sian..
someone save me..
some pig..

2005-12-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

christmas weekend.. ate quite an assortment of things..
nothing too special.. this year couldn't really feel the atmosphere..
things happen..
i'm v tired..
i need help..
haa..

2005-12-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

pls take me away frm here..

2005-12-23T13:05:00.000+08:00

did some photography last nite downtown! walked from orchard to city hall mrt..
didn't take much la.. cos it was drizzling..
dampen the mood..
but well things weren't bad at all..
got chased away from some jewellery shop cos we keep loitering outside..
oops.. haha..
talked abit over dessert.. at a weird hour..
juz walking ard town was fun!
hope to do it again..
n also.. this year christmas lights very LOUSY!
nothing much de.. ahaha
ok lunch is here.. toodles..

ps: pics below.. check out the pro with the tripod in action!

2005-12-23T12:38:00.000+08:00

2005-12-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

darn!!! i'm bloody pissed.. the entry just disappeared..
aniwae.. went suntec with a disabled james..
ankle sprain still wanna run ard..
ate at NYDC then later ice cream at andersons!!
i think he's recovering..
cos he's abit crazy crazy.. haha..
possibly in love too! keep waiting for someone's sms..
n he keep saying some guy we saw at andersons' unfaithful bastard.. juz cos he looks like one...
we dun even know tt guy.. haha..
n we "badmouthed" a whole lot of other pple.. haha.. oops..so bad..
talk a whole lot of other rubbish..
now i'm tired.. n full.. frm lunch n ice cream..
thats all for today..
toodles!

2005-12-18T13:58:00.000+08:00

i'm awake! but still sleepy..
okay..biking!!.. we started frm east coast..
went to adam road to eat satay..
then onwards to upper bukit timah road..
next stop was NUS..
and then we're supposed to go joo chiat..
we stopped at harbour front to rest..
n then we saw this KiTten!! very cute..
it went to explore the bikes.. then i put my hand towards it..
it came over n then juz snuggle on the floor! :D
but serhian was scared.. haha
then we cycled past the merlion n decided to juz hang ard there..
n we're all thinking of stupid ways of disturbing the couples there enjoying the romantic place..
we juz.. slack ard there.. talk... n amuse the attached biker..
haha.. he was eavesdropping!
soon we bike to eat you tiao..
bike to joo chiat.. then went back to ECP..
the morning view of the beach is V NIcE!!!
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another thing..
CYCLING ON ROAD IS V DANGEROUS!!!
u can feel the wind as a double decker zoom past u lor.
i almost died..
have to lead the way as well as watch out for cars..
quite stressful.. *faints*

2005-12-18T08:29:00.000+08:00

juz got home frm overnite biking..
it felt like we had juz biked for a few hours..
but soon.. the sky started to light up..
totally surprised tt someone acty replies sms at 4 am..
k.. now for ZZzZZZzzz....
more later..

2005-12-15T17:36:00.000+08:00

woot! i juz got home..
gotta blog this down before i do anything else..
sense the urgency yet!?
biked from 9.30am to around 12 noon..
all the way from marine terrace to kallang bridge and back..
sat n talked at the edge of kallang river..
the place felt so comfy..
soft sun.. cool breeze.. calm water..
nice place..
biked back.. pass by dhs..
i think i saw pialeong.. haha..
stopped awhile to check out what the jnco pple were doing..
lunch aft biking.. pasta mania! aft much indecision..
walk ard aft tt..
n then spent almost 2 hours inside MPH..
enjoyed a stick of honey.. v sweet..
looking foward..!

2005-12-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

there has been quite alot to think about these few days..
people...
memories..
things..
i adore water..
be it stagnant lake..
swimming pool..
coast with gentle rolling waves..
majestic waterfall..
small slowing stream..
fountains..
---------
3 biking sessions this week..
guess it'll be 3 different experiences..
but nonetheless..YAY!

2005-12-11T13:07:00.000+08:00

one less thing to think abt..
guess its a good thing ba.. heh..

2005-12-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

revelations of the day:
my mahjong set looks like sugar cubes.. (too small)
guys ALWAYS talk bout NS when they meet..
got "pian" by sm1 to drink beer.. yuck..
Eng music videos at Kbox are ALWAYS corny.. save for a few..
daniel gets high on nothing..
alan can go change sex..
cw can go do sound effects for a living..
no one except sc knows liang jing ru songs..
singing "its my life" is fun..
we are a bunch of indecisive jokers..
no one wanna drink beer except mitch
------------------------------------
somethings happened..
some things were felt..its nt only me..
kinda confused now..
didn't expect to see some stuff..
it's been 3 yrs..
i thought..
i really thought..
am i wrong?

2005-12-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

heE!!!!
feeling quite happy now..
haha...
combination of many factors..
:)
i strongly believe in music therapy..
i still prefer old music..
not so old but.. late 1990s music..
yay!!
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meeting someone at dreamland gate..
better hurry up!! nitez all!!

2005-12-07T14:42:00.001+08:00

woah.. long time since i updated..
caught up with some friends.. etc etc..
packing my room.. looking forward to saturday!!
more catching up to do..
mr yong xun kai better turn up sia..
probably 1st time mr derek will appear in person..
muz go prepare special gift..
*woot*
haha... someone's gonna kill me..

oh well.. borrowed lotsa books..
gonna go bury myself..

2005-12-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

i am really really tired liao..
when will it stop??
:(

2005-12-02T11:37:00.000+08:00

new skin..
new post...
new phase..
new me...
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:)

2005-12-01T19:27:00.000+08:00

decisions decisions decisions..
xing fu shi yao kao zi ji zheng qu?
but i dun really know how i feel..
yes or no?
2nd time i'm feeling like this ever in my life..
how confusing..

2005-11-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

the world is unfair..
some pple try hard.. but they don't get what they want..
some don't try at all.. what they want fall frm the sky..
some girls treat their guy like trash..
seriously trash..
but then the guy remains so devoted..
some guys are real jerks..
but why are the girls still so nice to them?
the world is so hard to understand..
-----------------------------------
okie.. on a lighter note.. exAms aRe OVeR!
list of things to do..
1) play more piano
2) make a new blogskin
3) think of christmas gift i want.
4) Go Swim
5) do AmbiGram
6) design T-shirT
7) DrAw a Pic for my empty jigsaw frame
8) Draw a pic for the living rm.
9) reaD booKs
10) mabbe bake sth
11) 10th Dec Sqd outing!
12) 17th Dec makaN CycliNg!!

okok.. think the list is long enuff for now.. haha..
i wanna go night safari!!
i wanna see fireworks!!
i wanna see Xmas lights!!
no one take me go!! *sniff*

2005-11-27T13:27:00.000+08:00

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2005-11-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

argh.. head v tight since aftn..
can't even study..
..........
y wait?
y stay put at where one is?
sick of waiting..
esp for sth that is meaningful to no one else..

2005-11-26T08:19:00.000+08:00

wooo... exams started..
one last paper to go on monday!!
guess what.. one of the papers ended at 7pm on thurs..
i get home and get online.. abt 9pm
the ans key to the exam is uploaded liao!
crazy! haha...
yest had a fun day.. but tiring..
i think i still haven't rested enuff..
okie..
time for daily dose of jay chou..
wheEeeEE!!!

2005-11-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

hee...
had a dream this morning..
juz as the dream was finishing..
i woke up to the sound of my sms tone..
guess wad..
an sms from the person i juz dreamt about..
now how cool is that..
haha..
*grinz*

2005-11-16T12:32:00.000+08:00

oh no..
i'm falling..
falling for jay chou's songs!!
haha.. keep listening listening...
i like hei se mao yi!
Shan hu hai!!
i'm thankful there's music in the world..
you really brighten my day..

2005-11-13T15:59:00.000+08:00

my tag board is so deaD!! access it by clicking on the cute guy at the bottom left corner..
haha... cute..

aniwae.. suddenly felt like doing this..
haha.. songs that remind me of pple..

Ban dao tie he & hui you na me yi tian - JasS!!
I'll remember you & Wu Xin shang hai - MiC.
If i let you go - cw..
An jing & er wo zhi dao - James
Ready or not - Mitch
Lao tu qing ge - long ge!
ni ze me she de wo nan guo - 30/03 girls!

more to come.. when i recall other songs.. haha..
back to studying!

2005-11-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

blog...
ironic..
its an avenue for u to express yourself..
but what use is it if you're afraid to let certain pple read some stuff..
hmmm...
its supposed to be a form of communication?
but why is it..
you read other's blogs to get updated on how they're doing..
when a simple sms or phone call could really bridge the dist..
...........
The sight of you with someone else, getting close and personal, for whatever reason, I fight to keep my imagination from running wild. And again, I'd always fail. I'm torn, though it's not supposed to matter. It's a torture to be near you and be no longer be in your life, at least not like I used to be. I'd hate to think that you'd be doing things that we've done before with someone else from now. I can't imagine. I think I'd rather not know and not see, but the irony is that, I can't stop myself from wanting to know about what's going on in your life too.

.. quoted from a friend's blog..
.....how true..
sigh..

2005-11-12T11:17:00.000+08:00

woah.. i think i'm too lazy to update.. haha..
everybody is either studying for exams..
or has already started exams..
but amidst all the exam stress...
looking foward to 17th DEc!!!
haha.. " 60 km...7 Locations.. 7 local delicacies.."
try guessing whats that? haha..
it costed me 20 bucks..
woot..
if only i had another 73 bucks to spare..
i would be off to Southern islands on 22nd Dec..
boohoo!!!...
but..
i'm contented..
look foward to everything..
...
one more thing..
i realise it's so easy to win a girl's heart..
generally..

2005-11-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

long time no see..
everybody is studying..
i am too..
but my mind always has the energy to drift away..
i dunno when can i stop thinking..
i want to stop thinking...
hmm..
do i realli? i am not even sure..
listening to someone else whine bout sth sets me thinking too..
but i could nv come up with a conclusion..
hur.. realli dunno..
those things aside..
stumbled upon a some old things..
it would be so nice to go back to the past..
xiang hui dao guo qu..
shi zhe rang gu shi ji xu..
zhi shao bu zai rang ni li wo er qu..

2005-11-03T08:22:00.000+08:00

Running may suggest a strong sensation of the life force within, and exuberance. Running away suggests avoidance, either of emotions, fears or responsibilities, depending on the context of the dream. A fortunate dream of advantageous journeys and elevation in rank unless the dreamer falls, in which case misfortune is denoted.